四十一
再后来，我渐渐发现，我出卖的不仅是身体；更可怕的是，我一直在出卖自己的灵魂！
从一开始，遇见虹，到后来遇见我的老板，最后走上这一行，我都是在出卖自己的灵魂。
出卖我的灵魂给虚荣！
有一次，一个客人在卡拉OK里面点了一首叫做"Windflower"的歌：
"Windflowers, my father told me notto go near them, he said he fearedthem always, and he told me thatthey carried him away.
Windflowers, beautiful windflowers,I couldn't wait to touch them,to smell them I held them closely,and now I cannot break away ,theirsweet bouquet disappears ,like thevapor in the desert ,so take a warning, son.
Windflowers, ancient windflowers,their beauty captures every youngdreamer ,who lingers near them,but Ancient windflowers ,I love you."
我忍不住，默默在歌舞升平纸醉金迷的世界里留下了一钱不值的泪。
（明天继续，结局篇……）
